MINUS 9 MINUS 9 I sweat myself to sleep tryinmg to keep this peace My feelings are images only i can see And i keep telling myself That this will make me stronger And i keep telling myself that this will go away . CHORUS: This doesn't feel like home cuz' i'm so cold! . blessed are we who forget what has been to us I try to Forget,Becoming what I strayed from I think i may have grown,Maybe i couldn't change But i know ,I know that this was wrong because I'm always looking up . CHORUS: This doesn't feel like home cuz' i'm so cold! . Minus 9 and counting For all that means this much to you is not the meaning to me I resist this change I'm becoming I resist this change